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Killme;
on;
12:31 AM
Quite long nv update liao bec this few days i keep going to hospital and working. Today is the day tat sadness really hit me bec of somethings tat the doctor told me and my dad. This is the 1st time tat life and death situation hit me, i was hopeless by that time. The doc told us tat my grandpa only can live for a limited time. This is also my 1st time i see my dad crying, i dun know wat to do i just gently pad his sholder and after i decided to walk away and let him cool down. After tat i went to walk around at the hospital so i called 1 of my buddy.... but he nv ans so i call another 1 he talk to me i feel better after talking to him. But later later on the buddy who didn't answer my call sms me ask me find him for wat i told him my problems.... He send me back fucking words tmd , even compare with his own problem and say tat he is more worst then me. At tat time i really feel like give him a punch in his face. How can u compare life like tat? So i send him back a sms if u are not here to comfort me pls dun say this hurting words to me right now but he reply me saying is u lor wtf haiz.... not to spoil the friendship with him i choose to stop this by saying am sorry to distrub u take it as i nv say before then he reply me up to u lor. WTF man wat kind of buddy is this haiz... i told myself forget it treat as i didn't told him anything. Am really very upset with the words tat he send me...
May God bless my grandpa hope he will recover.........
Killme;
on;
10:46 PM
This weeks were fuk up week suay until dun know wat to say now my job so damn stressful everyday i must endure it for 12h.... i dun know how long can i last and this stupid job is making me sick but no chioce have to endure all these for yrs....
Am damn tired now but i feel like going out a chill with friends =D but the fuking problem is i got no friends to chill out together... kana put plane by the usual friend again.... nvm when time comes i have no time more to meet up with friends anymore.... Life been low tide for me for the my journey till now how long more must endure for things to turn around. Friends keep encourage me to think for more postive way but in fact the real fact is my life damn sux lor haiz.... then they will start to compare my case with those other ppl tat is more sad then me haiz... i know they want me to feel better but it make me feel more depress. Anyway i gone thru alot shit this week uptill now the shit not over yet haiz....... dun want to write anymore.............
Depressed...............
Killme;
on;
11:11 PM
This weekend i went to alot of places. Friday night teach my uncle how to drive his new fit so nv go out with my squad brothers so sorry..... Saturday sebest ,banana and 1 more friend bday cel i dun know his friend need so sorry forgive me haha. Was quite bored bec i can't drink they went to pub am driving. Went there see sheena laying on the table liao she sick after a while sebest send her back i came along with them. After tat we went back to the pub pick the guys up and went to marnia south play bowling after playing bowling went to yishun there eat after tat went back home liao damn tired lolx. Today morning kana scolding form father haha nvm use to it anyway after i do shift work liao i dun think i have time to go out and chill with friends liao.k tats all cya all~ Am depress now......
Killme;
on;
11:15 PM
Friday night went to zouk with my squad mate reach there saw my sec sch friend reagan haha he having bday cel there haha so drop by and say happy bday to him. Anyway clubing is not my cup of tea. Those who want to know y can ask me personally i doubt no 1 cares anyway haha. After tat i drive back home alone at around 3+ reach home dead tired haha slp whole day in sat haha
This monday got a taste of real police life. Only one work to say it rocks haha but is really facing the real danger all that. Is kind of fun doing ambush anyway haha. Life been boring since dun know when haha now is fun again but very tireing haha.
Tomorrow need to go back hta on course haha but nvm go their no need to respect anyone tats good and cool too haha.
Killme;
on;
11:07 PM
Today was the last day i slp in my bunk now am at home kinda miss the bunk mates we use to chit chat till late night and the fear of being caught by FI haha its quite fun now think back. Last time always thinking when will i get out of there now is like missing the place haha. Anyway friends always be friends haha.
Today went back to HTA was kinda of stupid lor go in pack things clean up then go home liao make us so early wake up go there do this.... yesterday can do 1 wat kns la dun know how they plan things 1. Later i will be going to my new working place liao J divison haha hope can see some familar faces there haha looking forward.
Got to slp liao tomorrow still need to report back HTA sian haha NIte everyone!
Killme;
on;
12:19 AM
Today is my POP day lo hahaha finally came but sad part is i cannot get to see my squad often liao anyway still can go out together with them unless they dun wish to call me out then i bo bian lor LL haha.. Have my pop dinner just now was quite touching when they put our pic on the projecter screen and with our squad t-shirt logo anyway our squad t-shirt logo rocks man too bad didn't buy extra 1 more haha if not can keep. Got my posting too dun know can say in here anot lol later kana OSA i scare lol.
Anyway got to slp 1st later marching later no str haha will update blog later maybe with pics... NITe !~
Killme;
on;
12:56 AM
KILLme
Name: lim kai chuan aka KC
birthday :30/06/86
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wishes : to have MY car/bike soon and a gf to let me dote
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